And this, too, shall pass away.’ How much it expresses How chastening in the hour of pride How consoling in the depths of affliction.
Hi ! i’m Ambika. I use this blog to express all that’s stirring my thoughts in a hope to improve my concentration & transform my indecisiveness into a insightful boosting attitude towards life … propel me towards a future perspective … invest in grit … upgrade to – effective attitude, efficient habits, productive ventures… since self-awareness helps make better choices.
Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive
This blog is also a collection of the ideas i tracked down while reading on topics that stirred turbulence in my mind. I usually read blogs & random articles and their list is increasing. The clarity in organizing them towards a relevant solution in the form of these posts lessens my anxiety. My search is for the right balance between sensitivity & rationality to improve my self-esteem.
The point of reading is to make us feel less alone and less confused.
am an aspiring medical doctor. i thought i was almost successful [i felt i mastered self control, had aims congruent with values, had intense desire to concentrate on studies...] by the end of my school days to fuel my future vision, before i could even indulge in that triumph, my mind got bugged to the extent that my stats started decreasing-reached a dead end in 1styr of medical undrgrd…long hiatus to reach 2ndyr… again an unfair setback & now again life is springing up… but still my actual purpose of joining medical career to make myself a more sensitive human & thus helpful is smudged by an atmosphere which, instead of making me realize/sharpen my purpose & impart atleast basic medical skills, is checking/challenging/denting my compentencies.
so this site is to figure out ways to overcome my accumulated weaknesses & confusion by defining clearly & simplifying complexities. its like a draft to work on my indesiciveness & transform my negative thoughts of hurt/hate/blame/confusion/distrust… to an executable proactiveness.
all this is because, it hurts when, i have an ideal to live conscientiously. i have a purpose to improve myself & consequently the surroundings. i have an obsession to lose myself doing surgery/train in emergency medicine. i have a wish to invent ways/ research on how to make edible nutrition in lab from stem cells to hasten weight gain in diseased, project on improving doc-patient dialogue using behavioural sciences tips, using illustrations & concise notes for efficient teaching & collaborating online, in administration to start a training block for public to improve on rational thinking & virtual gyms for cognition,memory,negative thinking…
i dearly hope everyone hugs great ideas being churned currently by psychology/behavioural economics/rational thinkers to lift this world to happiness & peace by believing in cause-effect, randomness, proactiveness as reasons for things to happen & not cling to their identity bugs like belief in god/blind faith/caste/race/relatives/corruption/status quo/regular job & routine thinking.
i also use this as a personal life blog…to deduce positive decisions by drafting out daily events & keeping track of some of the charms in my life which halted my life a little or more… some stirring unforgivable turbulence…some might have changed my personality… some might have flashed a while and weaned off … some are still soothing… lots more shades waiting to get deciphered as i let go…
(usually as private posts because they are a show of weakness, they are a cry for acceptance, and I see now that they are pointless…and was time to burn the shackles & rise from the ashes of myself- my words, and in time will find new syllables to describe the anthem of my heart and the creeds within my head.)
This is a joyous hobby complementing my medical education.
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